...the worst part was realizing that I had been victimized. I couldn't
sleep for days. I stopped eating. It was easier for me to think I had
engineered a situation I hated, because at least I could believe I had been
in control. I didn't have to live with the fact that it had been taken from
me.
Spam
And all pain is physical, is it?
[She watches Tiffany for a moment.]
...the worst part was realizing that I had been victimized. I couldn't sleep for days. I stopped eating. It was easier for me to think I had engineered a situation I hated, because at least I could believe I had been in control. I didn't have to live with the fact that it had been taken from me.